Randall McRoberts

My Purpose

My pastor gave a good sermon yesterday from Philippians. One of his points was about having a purpose. I realized that I’m a little short on purpose these days.

A few years ago I realized that my purpose was lodged in being a teacher. If I could do my life over I would probably be a professor of Bible at some small university, even though I’m kind of glad I didn’t get into the jungle of academia.

But I’ve been fairly good at teaching the Bible in classes and groups associated with the church. I loved doing that.

Then I got sick.

My cancer makes me tired and makes me quite undependable to keep any kind of regular schedule. I had to stop making teaching commitments. During the treatment phase, I was totally unable to take on any responsibilities. Once we determined that treatments were unsuccessful and went into the watch and wait phase, I have been more stable but still fairly variable and undependable.

So, I’m trying to figure out what to do. It seems important to me to have some kind of purpose. I don’t want to give up being useful altogether.

Randall McRoberts
rmcrob@rmcrob.com

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